you paint a smile, a beautiful disguise
but your eyes tell a different story, full of silent cries.
every shade of red, every touch of blue
can’t conceal the brokenness, shining through

a fragile heart in a world unkind
searching for solace, she can’t find

stained with lies,
trying to hide the scars that won’t fade
& the tears you cried turn to bloodstained tears.
lipstick marks, on a porcelain mask
but underneath it all, the facade won’t last.

i’m staring at your reflection and your lipstick stains,
a hidden deception
(can we reclaim what’s left, or is it too late?)
you’re covering up the pain inside,
but the truth can’t be denied.
(but the damage was done)

stained with lies,
trying to hide the scars that won’t fade
& the tears you cried turn to bloodstained tears.
lipstick marks, on a porcelain mask
but underneath it all, the facade won’t last.

fractured pieces, crumbling fast
beneath the weight of the past
porcelain mask, shattering fast
revealing the truths that will last

all along i knew that i cant be—
someone you want or someone you need
we’ve tried a thousand times we knew the end —we fear
our world begin to fade
we’re lost —we’re born to lose
we got no chance to choose
and now we’re on our own

** cus youre gone away
you break it all
you take it all away from me
you left me to drown in this sea of memories

* i’d break my heart in two
trying to get to you
but you’re tearing us apart
i thought we’re meant to be
but no you disagree
you left me & you said;
* “you know we gotta burn it down
i cannot be the one you save
just save yourself
you cry, you’re down —you hit the ground
i cannot be the one—you knew it all along”

** now youre gone away
you break it all —
you take it all away from me
you left me to drown in this sea of memories

* let me sink or let me drown
the choice is yours to make
some things wont stay in place
loose ends is just another phase

** now i’m defeated & i’m lost
in this phase i tried to cross
and now the sun will never rise
cus everything won’t be the same without you

*** when the waves came and washed away the lies
if i’m too busy saving you, who will save me now?

* the man we used to know is dead
bring me back to life —teach me how to survive
i saw no shore,
i saw no land
i can’t find what i’m looking for ****

i wish i could break your heart like you break mine
turn your back on me and leave as fast as you came
now the rain will washed away your tears
and your promise will become another lie i hold on to

i can feel you
even when youre not around anymore

you can cut the tension in a heartbeat
instead of leaving me when the sun goes down
i got all these feelings n its hard to breathe
and it start to drag me down

** you could tell your reason why’d you cant stay
but you keep on telling lies
i can see you’re trying so hard to pretend
did you know?
i cant get over this feeling
that you left to burn

*** cant you see that im still hurting?
cus i cant seem to let you go
and all these memories of you
with all my heart you’ve broke in two
and all the pain you caused —i cant let go

++ pain, now i can feel the pain —inside me
my eyes are open wide but i see nothing

*** cant you see that im still hurting?
i cant seem to let you go
with all these memories of you
and all my heart you’ve broke in two
and all the pain you caused —i cant let go

with all these memories
and broken promises
but why’d you leave you know i cant let go